Taha Johnson

How Im Feeling....xxx

'we did not see you close your eyes, we did not see you die, all we knew was that you were gone, without a last goodbye, It was a sudden parting, to bitter to forget, only those who loved you, are the ones who will never forget. the happy hours we once enjoyed, how sweet there memory still, but death has left a vacent place, this word can never fill. Your life was one of kindly deeds, a helping hand for others' needs, sincere and true in heard and mind, beautiful memories left behind.'

Charmaine (from b2k:))

February 15, 2008

Missing You

Well me and tinkz av got bak earlii 2niite duno Y Lol...
All the gang met up our usual on a friday night and a couple of drinks;) and we went to your grave nd frm dere every1 lst it every1 waz cryin bare.
Tonk fainted on Jonkz and everyting kicked out nd den josha and jonkz weere nearli fightin we ad to like seprate em It was mayhemmmmm!!!

~ Such an angel~
Y r all da good peeepz dyin yung?
I feel in such a mess to be onest.
tomoz im goin london for a week to vist ma daddi...
Ima go to yur grave b4 i go nd wen i cum bk, ill giv a silent prey wen im there.


Gosh Taha wot am i doin to maself luk at me lately i luk bare ill ...
i swear peeepz tell me itz meant to get bleedin easier not flaming harder..
I lv you so much taha marcus johnson ....
rahh im crying now here i go.
i keep havin gud memories of us 2 then bad memories nd u no wot i mean dnt u nd i bet ya still apogsing for dat accident up in heaven

Bye taha night night xxxxx

Lauren (Friend)

February 15, 2008

Happy valentines Day Bbe

=)....Happy Valetines Day

If yu waz ere all the girlz wud of got lickle cards and a necklace so sweet like that.
Loads of cards from gyals on your grave to day I counted at least 45 LOOOOL Mr populur ... i dnt wna think hw many angels are waiting to have a kiss from you...
Were all feeling it hard Still
Nf Love as always Though Bbz
xxxxxx

Lauren (Friend)

February 14, 2008

Sleep tight Mate [r.i.p]

Taha Yu Can sleep Tight Now Mate well alwaiz Be Mizzin Yu Nd thinnkin of Yu Yur Free Now spread open ya wingz and Fly High , though yur broke our heartz
we now yur happier nd nuffins bothering Yu Now..
xxxxxx

Lauren (Friend)

February 13, 2008

Wats gwain den Taha

FAM I SWEAR DWN I CNT BELIEVE UR GONE...UR WERE ONE OF THE NICEST AND SWEETEST BOY I'VE EVER MET AND I'M GLAD I CUD CALL U A FRIEND...I REMEMBER DA FIRST DAY I SAW U AT MY HOUSE PARTY AND WE'RE BARE SHY.
BOI U GOT ALL DA GYALZ INNIT .. ALL DA GYALZ WUD RUN AFTER U EVERY TIME WE WAZ ON RAOD INNIT
SLEEP EAZY UP DERE WNT BE LONG TILL WE MEET AT DA CROZZROADZ...

Jay...

Jay (new from b2k crew`)

February 13, 2008

love

I feel sadness
each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
there has been a big mistake.

My son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above

I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad?

The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near

Life for me is sadness
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide

People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay

For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there

The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep

A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died

So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you

Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because she also suffers daily
As the memories of her child remain

We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
is for us, so very real.

Allison (none)

February 13, 2008

From Every1 At B2k Crew dats Feelin Raw Riite Bout Now Taha

Nothing has ever been the same
since that day you died
you were safe and sound at home
you were and are so special
you helped in so many ways
but even though your gone
we still remember you today
why were you the one that had to be taken away
we ask ourselfs those questions
each and everyday
we can't imagine what you where thinking,
as your life came to an end,
the pain that ran thru yur body,
wishing we could all turn back time,
to when your life was tuk awai
we'll all missin yu bum eyes yunoo
Nd mizzin dat cheeky grin of urz
in our hearts you'll stay.
Tears fill every1z eyes,
of everyone who knew you,
but we're going to be strong,
we're going to make it though.
Losing you made us realize,
how short our life can be,
we'll remember you forever,
just watch over us and see.
life itz like one big game,
unless we play with care, we'll all lose
Fighter Rite To The End...

Lauren (Friend)

February 13, 2008

Biin A Yearr...=(

Wooooo Taha!!!!
Ya Famouz Yu bumtiiing :D
Hehehe...[x]
1 Yr Gne Bii So Quiick
Nvr GOot 2 Saiii Bye...
Left mee Here ToO Cry...=(//
Wotch Ova Yur Mumzi Sis Nd Bruvz ..
Dere Feeliin It Baree..
U Iiight Up Dere?
Wonder Woot Itz Liike YunOo,
Up Dere In Da Skiii,FLoating On Ya Wingz...
='(...Im Cryiin Agaiiin Biiin Cryiin AlOot,
LoOviin Diiz SoOng Lauren PUt OoNN!!!
Blezz YuU Nd yA fAm
GooiN 2 yA gRAvE tOnIiGht..
MiiIiZIn YuU BaRe...
xxxx

X (Friend)

February 13, 2008

Night B..x

wrap up bare warm in ya fluffy angel wingz its nuff foggy outsiide, was out with the crew poured sum liquor on2 ya grave ..tidied it up a bit
mizzin yu bare
xxxx

Lauren (Friend)

February 13, 2008